So its Friday, and tonite instead of doin what most other 18 year old human beings wil be doin which is goin down town dancin the night away and gettin bladdered im gonna stay in with my gorgeous boyfriend eat curry then watch tv. Im tired, cant be bothered and have the most enormous spots on my face that need to be hid from the world, as they may be mistaken for new planets in the solar system by some scientists as u probably could land a jumbo jet on each of them theyre that big.

As many of u wouldve noticed i havent been at church lately and thats cuz iv really been struggling with my faith, im not a proud person so i can admit it. I ve just chosen to take some time out to find out who i am, cuz bein in the church sometimes u lose ur identity by trying to be a good christian (if u get wot im sayin). One good thing that i have realised is that i havent really changed in the last couple of months, i must be a naturally good person(i hope).

But i do notice there is something missin in my life now, so i do need to get back to church, but i know that and i wanna do it in my own time, so thats if anyone was wondering.

Ne ways, better go and finish my game of solitaire as iv gotten quite good at it.

take care peeps xxx